I am screwed

Okay I think I'm getting better, because on Friday I hurled since YEARS ago, and the next 2 days where I was feeling kinda better...then on monday my MOM PUKED!!!!! WHY!? and then myself being emetophobic went outside and tried to eat a Jello on the porch while it was raining and still the day day was nerve wrecking. Then a day later, KYLE (my landlord's little brother) is screaming that he is going to puke (AGAIN after a week ago he was puking too because he had strep throat) and that night dear lord gave me ear plugs to go to sleep. That night was okay but then I woke up at 2 in the morning to hear screaming that he was going to puke and then BANG! he was starting and quickly I began to block my ears and then finally found my ear plugs quickly put them on and then put a pillow over my other ear. Now yesterday I still wasn't feeling any better and my mom worried took me to the docter again to get me checked and there my somacth felt the most calm in days and it was all empty. Doctor gave me a blood test just to see how I was doing, and told me to EAT! That night I went to sleep with my ear plugs just to be extra safe. Okay, so today I ate a small piece of a waffle and then went to sleep, I woke up and feeling confident I made another waffle and poured a good amount of syrup on it and ate it like a taco. Feeling proud and with hope I tested myself by eating nacho lunchable (with out the cheese and candy) and I'm feeling kinda crummy and having second thoughts that it might not have been a good idea ... my mom looks better but I can't stop doubting that she may not actually be okay. And today I'm scared togo home to hear yelling that they are going to vomit and sounds of people vomiting, so I am absolutely terriffed of going to sleep. Just needed to say that to someone else other than my mother. This is the worst spring break in the entire universe!